I am currently putting the final touches on my new escort website which will debut in a few days, I just recently got back into escort, yet several people including my husband are wondering why I am getting back into escorting.

Most people assume it has to do with money, or lack there of. Where it is true that I since getting out of escorting and getting married I have led a simpler life, money is not the reason, there has always been a part of me that has itched for mystery and intrigue, the idea of an escort has always been so alluring and tantalizing, the idea I am engaging with a passionate affair with a somebody that I might or might not ever seen again is particularly alluring, and even if I do see them again, having a purely sexual relationship is a luxury away from the comfortable, and sometimes boring confines of monotony I experience on an everyday basis.

There is a very special connection for me when meeting a man for the first time, I think he shares it as well. It is the feeling of exhilaration that we are going to something exciting and forbidden, especially if he is married–married men have always intrigued me, probably because they are so unavailable. It’s the blossoming passion between two bodies who have never before met–and might not ever again.

The men that I tend to attract are middle-aged ( I like middle-aged men, my husband is 55), clean-cut upscale professionals who are either married or married to their job, they tend to be highly respectful, well-mannered and sweet. They are very appreciative of me and my presence and that in turn makes me feel good.

The whole  thing gives me a sexual high and makes me want to jump into the nearest bed possible. It’s the same reason why I jump on a Ducati and ride down the PCF towards Malibu with the wind blowing through my hair, by the way, if you looked at me, you would NEVER guess a lady this graceful and girly would even know how to balance on a sport bike, much ride one.

So to get this rush, and to be paid for it? That’s fine by me…

There is also another reason I am doing it. Plain and simple. I like sex and when you like sex as much as me monotony is boring and lack of sex is a travesty. Right now and right now I am going through a major travesty. My husband Marc is recovering from a motorcycle accident, his bones are still healing, his body is pain and although home from the hospital, sex is strictly verbotten…so I’ve had to look else where…and get some money in the mean time.

Thanks and see you in NYC!!

Increase Site Traffic:

If you’re a normal blogger or website owner, you’re going toincrease blog traffic. You might even search all over the web for great ways to generate or increase your traffic. I have compiled a list of 75 ways to increase your site’s traffic. This list is different from others because it contains simple, original ideas and off-the-wall, unique ideas. If you’re looking for more people to see your website or your blog, then you’re at the right article! Out of all these 75 tips, I can assure you that most of them will work for your site or blog. So get to work, and increase site or blog traffic!

1. Write more content. If you want to increase site traffic, you’ve got to write content. People will not visit your site if you don’t write a decent amount of good quality content, and new visitors definitely won’t come back. So keep writing great posts!
2. Have a good design and layout. If your site or blog’s design is messy, sloppy, hard to navigate, a rainbow of colors that don’t match or are hard on the eye, or full of errors, you will instantly go down the drain.
3. Get your own domain. I promise that if you have your domain, you will get more traffic. You will linked to more and people will more easily remember your URL. Try to get your own domain and have it from the start.
4. Start using StumbleUpon. I have had a HUGE success with StumbleUpon. When the right article from your blog meets StumbleUpon, expect a lot of people to rate your post a thumbs up, and then even more people “stumbling upon” your blog.
5. Guest blog. Offer to write a post on someone else’s site. Even better, have the post already written up and then let the blogger know you have a post ready to guest blog on their site, if it’s okay with them. When you write your guest blog post, find a post on your own blog that’s related and link to in your guest blog post. A link for you on their blog, and more ability to increase site traffic.
6. Begin tagging your images. When you have an image in your post, it should always be tagged properly. Make sure the width and height are clearly defined. But most importantly, fill out the alt and title tags with the image’s keywords. To learn further and learn how this helps, click here.
7. Respond to your comments and email. People love a blog whose owner is interactive and thoughtful, an owner who gets back quickly with response to their comments and emails. If you can do this, except more loyal readers who will love you. Then expect more increased site traffic and more linkage.
8. Use MyBlogLog. Make sure you have an eye-catching avatar. Then join all the MyBlogLog communitiesyou can (daily limit of 15). In no time your avatar will be all over all the MyBlogLog blog and community pages, and you’ll see more and more visitors coming to you.
9. Don’t waste your time. Don’t waste your time with crazy “money earners” such as those that pay you to click, pay you to read, pay you to surf, pay you to search, or anything like that. Those aren’t worth anything. Instead, spend your time writing quality content and the increase in site traffic will follow.
10. Pay attention to your stats. Pay attention to your stats and Google Analytics. See what keywords are getting you the most traffic and what posts your readers like and don’t like. Use this knowledge to keep writing more popular posts filled with great keywords.
11. Link to other posts. When you link to posts on other blogs, that creates a trackback, or pingback. When you link to another blogger’s post, if they have trackbacks turned on, you will receive a link back as well in the comments section of the post of which you linked.
12. In your posts, ask your readers questions. Readers like to feel important and a lot of them like to talk. The next time you write a post, ask them a question or their opinion on something. You’ll receive a lot more comments and many of the visitors will be more likely to come back.
13. Make a lens on Squidoo. On Squidoo, you can make your own lenses, aka, pages, on their site. Make a lens that is relative to your blog or site’s topic, and then be sure to link to your blog on the lens! Did I mention you can also make money on Squidoo? Click here to read more.
14. Comment on other blogs. When you comment on other blog’s 99.9% of the time there is a box you can write in your own site’s address. Then from there, when people view your comment, they can click through to your blog or website! Comment on as many different blog’s as you can. Maybe even set aside a day of the week for commenting. The more comments you leave, the more you are noticed, and the more traffic you get.
15. Write list posts. Everybody loves list posts. This post is a list post. Examples are “Top 10 Blog Themes”, “25 Uses for Vinegar”, and “5 Helpful Website Tools”. List posts are usually linked to a lot more and get a lot more traffic than normal posts.
16. Submit your blog to search engines. Most people get the majority of their traffic from search engines. When people search for your keyword and find your site or blog, there’s more traffic! Click here to submit your blog to be indexed in Google if it hasn’t been already, and remember to keep writing fresh content for the engines to chew on!
17. Establish relationships with fellow bloggers. Develop relationships with all kinds of bloggers, especially those also in your niche. Comment on their blogs, have conversations, link to them, make friendships. And before you know it, they’ll be linking to you too and maybe sending some traffic your way.
18. Use traffic exchanges. I’m not quite sure if you can be penalized for using traffic exchanges, but they can bring you loyal readers if your blog is good enough, besides the continuous traffic. See my post on theBlogMad traffic exchange.
19. Link to your other posts as often as you can. Link internally to posts on your own blog. This helps your rankings and also helps your site traffic increase. If people who come to your your blog have nothing else to see, they will leave. When you link to your other articles, they will most likely choose to go read those as well before leaving, and will stay on your blog longer.
20. Sign up on Yahoo! Answers. On Yahoo! Answers you are able to answer other people’s questions, help them, and give answers. There is a box where you can write the source of where you got your answer. Answer questions in your field and link to your blog posts as the source!
21. Sign your blog up on blog top lists. A blog top list is a chart of all the blogs that are in it. The list is numbered and your blog can go higher on the list when it has more traffic, more votes, more incoming visitors, etc. They’re very simple and easy to join. Plus, they can rake in the traffic! Click here to see some top lists you can join and learn more.
22. Submit to site directories. Some directories list hundreds of sites, some list thousands. The backlinks are great, but the traffic from the directories will be less than a trickle, most likely nothing. However, submit with your site’s name using your keywords, and then you could be ranked more highly on Google for those keywords, which means more traffic!
23. Don’t use link trains. This does not directly related to traffic but it’s still good advice. I made the mistake of joining in on the ViraLink and ViralTags, and you should never do that! Besides, your readers will appreciate it and they’ll stick around longer.
24. Reread, edit, and go over your posts. No one wants to link to a post that is poor quality. Even if the post is a brilliant idea, if it’s full of spelling and grammatical errors, it won’t be linked to. And no links means no traffic.
25. Submit your posts to blog carnivals. Go to the Blog Carnival website and submit as many of your articles to as many carnivals related to your niche as you can. When the carnival edition you submitted to is posted, not only will you have linkbacks, but you’ll have more visits to your blog. If you don’t understand what a blog carnival is, read about it here.
26. Hold your own blog carnival. I think blog carnivals are very fun to hold. People submit their articles to your carnival. When you publish your carnival, almost all of those people go to the carnival edition to view their link there. And you carnival can also be featured on the Blog Carnival website homepage.
27. Link exchange with other people in your field. Whether the link exchange is on a sidebar on every page of the site, on one page of the site, or in a post on the site, it’s up to you. But link exchanging with others who have related blogs can be a big help. And when their sites grow, an even bigger help!
28. Use Feedburner for people to subscribe to your blog. When people subscribe to you via RSS or get your blog updates in email, they’ll see your posts whenever you make a new one. This is vital for keeping people in touch with your blog and getting them to come back.
29. Use Youtube. Make an account on Youtube, and then on your profile you can list your website address. List your site or blog’s link there. Then start making videos and when people view your profile, some of them might click through to your website!
30. Ask the bigger blogs for a link.I can’t stress enough that you’ve got to do this right or not at all. You need to be polite and not beg. Start building your conversation with the A-lister and developing the relationship before you ask for anything. Make sure you give to them, link to them in your posts. Before you do anything, read Kumiko’s post on this. I know if I got such a polite email as this instead of a begging spammer, I would have to say yes. And if you do get your link, not only will this help your page rank, but you should get a very decent amount of traffic.
31. Use Technorati tags. Getting into more categories in Technorati will get you a lot more exposure, which means more traffic. If you don’t know what Technorati tags are, read Court’s post.
32. Write a post about a celebrity. No matter what your niche is, you can find some way to relate your topic to a celebrity. For example, 6 Lessons Britney Spears Can Teach You About Blogging. People search for celebrities all the time and love the dirt on them. Quadruple your traffic when you right a post about a celebrity right after a big event in the celebrity’s life. For example, the shaving of their head, the birth of their child, their marriage, or their death, to name a few.
33. Encourage others to Digg your articles. Digg is a site that lets people vote on articles, on whether people like them or not. Your blogger friends will most likely Digg your work for you if you politely ask, or even better, add a Digg button at the bottom of all your posts. Make sure your best articles get Dugg and started in the right direction, and if the post is good enough, it can generate thousands of visitors a day.
34. Get a plugin for the social bookmarking sites. At the bottom of this post you will see a line of buttons that lets people submit and vote my articles to social bookmarking sites (Digg, Reddit, Netscape, and others included). I’m using the AntiSocial plugin. If you have this plugin implemented you are WAY more likely to be submitted to social bookmarking sites, which in turn means a lot more traffic.
35. Link to the A-listers. This ties in a little with asking the A-listers for a link, or sort of pushing them in the direction of giving you one, but this is much for subtle and much more nice. The more you link to the A-listers and probloggers in your niche, the more they will probably notice you. Then they might link to one of your posts as well, which could send huge amounts of traffic your way!
36. Write a pillar post. This is not only a list post, but a pillar post as well. This post is a long, authoritative, instructional post (and has also quickly grown to be this blog’s most popular article). Pillar posts should take a long time, hours, to write. You should link to your pillar posts often in your blog, and make sure they get top exposure. Pillar posts will get linked to and receive decent amounts of traffic.
37. When a major holiday rolls around, write about it. When Easter, Thanksgiving, Christmas, or another big holiday comes, make a post about it a month beforehand. Give yourself time to be indexed and linked to. When the holiday comes, it will be searched for a lot and your site could be found!
38. Use smart URLs on WordPress. If you’re using WordPress and are using their messy URLs, you’d better get this plugin to switch to the URLs that include the date and post name in the link. Using that plugin will not make you lose your search engine stats or anything, it is a redirect.
39. Make your readers feel at home. If you are rude, never give back, don’t answer your comments or emails, don’t help other bloggers, or are always uptight and don’t make your readers feel at home, chances are they might stop visiting your blog. When you make your readers feel at home, you get more traffic.
40. Be a human, not a robot. If in all your posts you sound extremely business-like, never mention yourself, only talk about the same thing all the time, or are 100% perfect, it could actually send people away. I’m not telling you to be sloppy, talk about yourself all the time, stray from your topic, or make a lot of mistakes. But let your readers know you’re like them too and that you have some things in common. Don’t make your site be boring.
41. Take the ads off your site. To increase your traffic remove your ads. When you have no way of making money on your website, you seem a lot more serious and devoted. Most likely you will get more traffic and loyal readers. And then maybe in the future, you can ad the ads again to start making some money!
42. Start your own blog directory. This is something I tried once but failed at miserably. However, I’m sure if I tried again I could do it right, and you could too! When you make your directory at first, make all the links completely free and just have a link submit form where the submissions are emailed to you. You can do a weekly/daily roundup of all the links sent to you, or you can assign the links to their proper categories. When your site gets even bigger, you can ask for a reciprocal link. Then have a “featured site” table, and link to your main website in it. I’m not sure how this would work for everyone but it’s worth a shot.
43. Post about A-listers in your field. For me this would be people like Darren Rowse and John Chow. You can write about them as a person or a blogger or you can write about how they’re running and doing things. You can post your thoughts on something they’ve said or extend on one of their posts and then leave a comment saying you’ve done so.
44. Interview other bloggers. This is something I’ve wanted to do for a long time but never got around to. Interviews of other bloggers usually generate a few links, including a link from the blogger you interviewed. And links mean traffic!
45. Write link love posts. I try to write link love posts every couple of weeks where it is just one big post linking to articles in the blogosphere or on the web that I like, mostly ones related to my niche. Not only does this get you trackbacks, but it also gives you the higher chance of getting linked to in return, which then means traffic.
46. Have a contest or giveaway! This is a great idea. Hold a contest or a giveaway for a very awesome prize, and people will flock to your site in hopes of winning it. If you give away something really cool, the news will spread like wildfire. Beforehand though, make sure your blog is already receiving a fairly decent amount of traffic with some loyal readers.
47. Pretend to sell your blog. This is something you can do to get traffic but I do NOT recommend it. This idea has sprung up lately but in my opinion it’s not a good one. You can pay forty dollars to list your blog in a marketplace, and get a huge spike of traffic from potential buyers. Then, you take down the offer and keep your blog. NONE of that traffic will ever come back. It’s not targeted and it is a waste of money. But if you want to get traffic this way, go for it.
48. Be a comedian. Make people laugh. For a lot of you out there, this shouldn’t be hard. When you make people laugh they will feel a connection to your site or blog and want to tell others and come back.
49. Help bloggers that need you. If a beginner, newbie blogger leaves you a comment or email that is at least polite, don’t brush them off because of their lack of experience. Help them! You never know, they could become big one day and remember your kindness and assistance.
50. Have polls on your blog. If you’re using WordPress, get the WordPress polls plugin. People like voting in polls and like seeing what the outcome of a poll was. Polls are popular, and popular means traffic.
51. Start more blogs. Think you can handle it? They can be free blogs, or they can have their own domain. Whatever you want. Work on traffic for all of your blogs, and then have all your blogs link to each other (especially the smaller blogs linking to your main one). Then whoever reads one of your blogs can also be introduced to the other ones.
52. Create or hack a WordPress plugin. Okay, this one might be for the smart computer geeks out there, because I couldn’t do it. But if you can, then expect to get lots of links and traffic from all over the place from all the people that use your plugin.
53. Create a blog theme (WordPress, Blogspot, whatever). Same goes as for creating a plugin. I could probably do this one more easily than I could make a plugin, though. If you think you can, give it a shot! The traffic will pour in, as will the links.
54. Make graphics that are useful to others. If you make some free graphics people can use on their website or blog, you’ll get more traffic from this as well, and it’s not nearly as hard. If you’re a professional at making graphics, even try charging a little bit to get money on top of it!
55. Make graphics for social networking sites as well. People who use Myspace, Facebook, and all those types of sites love using graphics. Colorful banners. Animated, blinking images. If you can make awesome things like that, then they’ll use it. It’s worth a shot for some traffic and links.
56. Make a Myspace and get a lot of friends. Make a Myspace and work on getting a lot of friends. This doesn’t mean adding the bands or celebrities that automatically accept you. This means the real people. Just go around adding people. Go to “Browse” and add people. Once you have hundreds of friends, link to your site or blog in bulletins and on your profile and everywhere you can. It could draw in some traffic if you do it correctly.
57. Answer questions you get through comments or email in a post. If someone comments or emails you with a question, and you could give them a very long, drawn out answer, write a post instead. You won’t be wasting your time and then to answer that person, just give them a link to the post you’ve written!
58. Work on search engine optimization. The better you rank and do in the search engines, the more visitors they will send you. Do your research and homework on search engine optimization and get started right away!
59. Start an awards series. Spend some time making a little trophy or banner for an award. Make sure your award has a theme and a name, for example, “The Kind Blogger Award”. Then link to five kind bloggers. In the rules, get each of them to link and pass the award to five more bloggers that they think are kind. Many will link back to you as the creator of this award series and you will receive traffic for it.
60. Buy ads using Google Adwords. Something I haven’t done but might prove very helpful if you’ve got the money. Sign up for Google Adwords and buy advertising. People will click on ads and get to your site. Some could become loyal readers but many will not. A good way of getting traffic.
61. Order reviews through ReviewMe. If you order reviews on other blogs using ReviewMe or even PayPerPost, you can create a buzz on your site or blog. Reviews are probably the best form of advertising and the best way to get more loyal visitors.
62. Use ReviewBack to get reviewed for free. Most likely your free reviews will be on small blogs, and you also have to return the favor, but you could still get some nice traffic from it. Something to consider. Check out ReviewBack.
63. Write a press release. Click here to read how and what to do.
64. Get on the most favorited list on Technorati. The Technorati top 100 favorited list can be viewed here. It will be very hard to get on to and require a few hundred favorites (a few thousand if you want to be at the top of the list). But you will surely get a lot of traffic if you make it on this list.
65. Join forums and message boards. Join forums and message boards related to niche. If it is permitted, link to your site or blog when/where you can. Other people on the forum are very likely to check out your site.
66. Add your link to your forum signature. Another idea, but also only if this one is permitted. Add your site or blog’s link to your forum signature and get active in the community. The link will show up under all of your posts. You can get a nice little amount of traffic if the forum has a lot of members.
67. Write catchy post titles with keywords. First of all, posts with catchy titles receive more traffic than those with bland, unoriginal titles. Secondly, add some keywords to your catchy titles! You will get ranked better in the search engines. Also, when people link to your post with its keywords, you’ll get ranked even better, with even more traffic from Google, Yahoo, etc.
68. Use images in your posts. This is something I need to work on more. Use images in your posts. When a post is full of just text, it can get boring. However, (and this depends on your niche), I would recommend using only one image. You don’t want to get too cluttered.
69. Write a review. If you write a really good honest review of a new product or brand, it could get a lot of attention from people who are interested in purchasing the product.
70. On high traffic days, write more great quality posts. Let’s say you’ve just written a linkbait (on purpose or by accident) that hit the front page of Digg or did awesome StumbleUpon. That same day and the next couple of days, post more great content. Let the people who’ve came across your site know they should stick around because of your quality content. Keep the traffic going!
71. Post about important events in your niche. If something important is going to happen in your niche, post about it a couple months, one month, or a few weeks before it happens. Give yourself time to be linked to and indexed by the search engines for that post. When the event rolls around, you will get a lot of traffic if you played your cards right!
72. Share one of your secrets. Whether it be a huge secret about your success or a personal secret about your life, nobody can resist.
73. Do something unique. Build a brand and do something original that no one else has done. You will receive a lot of links and traffic for it and the name will stick around for a long time, if not forever. Come up with a new concept that no one else has done before.
74. Keep improving your blog. People will keep coming back to a blog or site that is constantly worked on and improved. Set aside daily time to plow down and tweak your blog. Also try to write that daily content.
75. Be yourself. The internet is a great place to be anonymous, but if you are, no one will feel a connection to you and want to keep visiting your blog. Just be yourself, don’t pretend to be someone you’re not, and people will love you for it. I promise.

We live in a country where it’s illegal to have sex for money, yet the ever-increasing sexualization of today’s children is accepted.

If prostitution was legal, sex workers could feel safe going to meet a client, they would know if something happened, they could report it to the police. The industry, like porn would be regulated and it would be a whole lot safer for everyone.

If the police truly want to pursue something worthy of their time when it comes to prostitution, they should stop going after consenting adults and start going after the real villans in the industry, the perverted involved in sex trafficking ( it’s alive and well in our country) and the people convincing or forcing children under 18 to go into prostitution.

This page can better argue my views then me. Please visit this site and educate yourself on the legalization of prostitution.

I have not really felt much like writing today. There was supposed to be a “part two” to my last entry, but that was not meant to be

When Thierry left me the other morning, he was on his way to France. At the time I was glad to rid myself of him, but a call received this afternoon changed all that.

The call came suddenly as I was getting home from Trader Joes. I dropped the bags and  I ran to pick up the phone. It was Marc and Thierry’s half-sister in France, she said she had gone to Thierry, and when she went to his town house, she knocked on the door, but no one answered, but his car was in the driveway. She then went next door Thierry’s neighbor who had a key let her in, and there they found him.

He was dead.

When I heard this I nearly dropped the phone. What? Thierry dead? How? How could this happen? In her broken english, she tried to explain that it had been trouble with his heart. I had known for a long time Thierry had a bad heart, but I never thought it would kill him, and if it did, I thought maybe at 85, but not at 48…the whole thing was just inconceivable. When my father had died last year, he had cancer, and at the time I knew to expect the dark hour at any day, but with Thierry there was no warning.

When I went into the bedroom to tell Marc, he was sitting up in bed watch some show still recovering from the accident he was in. He asked who was on the phone, and I told him, and then I told him the news.

Marc did not react the way I thought he might, with indifference stemming all of the grief that Thierry had put him through over the years. Marc’s reaction surprised me. He looked bewildered, and asked to be alone.

I left the room and shut the door. A few minutes later, I could hear Marc weeping.

And then I thought through everything I had experienced with Thierry, the good and the bad. I had first met him when I was 18 years old, way before I had ever met Marc.  He was the first man I ever had sex with, the first man I ever had an orgasm with, the first man I had ever fallen in love…He’s also the father of Amelie and Charlotte who now have lost their father…

There were parts of him I was madly in love with, and there were other parts of him that I despised. After Marc, who is his older brother came into my life, things got ugly between the two of them, and it stayed ugly until this day.

Thierry was a quandary, sometimes he was kind…other times he was cruel…he had a bitter relationship with Marc and sometimes, but he was also a warm and devoted father. The more I knew him, the more I saw he was battling some dark anger, rage and sadness deep from within him who no one, even himself could understand.

I wondered to myself, why had two brothers both suffered life threatening situations in a matter of weeks from each other–Marc, his motorcycle accident and Thierry–what had ever had killed him…why had Marc survived and Thierry passed on?

After I had made a simple dinner, I went back into the bedroom where Marc had dozed off with the TV on. I shut it off and then went to sit down in the living room with a glass of wine. As I sat there, an old scrapbook caught my eyes, it was one Marc had brought with him from France 25 years ago.

I picked it up and began to leaf through out and stopped at one page. There was a black and white photo from the 1960′s of Marc and Thierry together as boys, smiling and laughing. Brothers…they had been happy at one time…and at one time they had loved each other.

If this were a novel, and we were all characters, it would make perfect sense. Thierry had done wrong–a lot of wrong–and in the end the villain dies…but we are so much deeper than characters on the page of a book ( or a blog), there is evil in all of us–all of us have done something wrong–though the shades of black might tinge some more than it does others.

My friend Jean Marc calls it karma, Thierry did a lot of wrong, so he got what was coming to him, the faith I was raised with, Catholicism,  if taken at face value tells us that God decides when we go, and he takes us for a reason, and we’re all judged in the end.

Or maybe it was just a simple twist of fate.

It all began last night when I got in a fight with Marc, ever since he has come home, things have not good between us. The man source of our relationship’s strife is the fact I want to go back into escorting.

I left Marc and went into my friend Katherine’s house, when I arrived I saw Thierry had already arrived. With Thierry there,  I was reluctant to stay, but felt safe with my friend there.  Thierry had cooked dinner and the three of us shared a quiet dinner and a bottle of red wine. I knowing that I had to drive home only had one glass.

Katherine, a part-time domme and escort had to leave shortly after dinner to go to an appointment, by the end of dinner, I felt as if I had been hit by an entire bottle of Malbec.

As Katherine was leaving, I had two choices, I attempt driving home or I could have Thierry drive me home, which meant I had to pick the lesser of two evils, I knew I had to have Thierry take me because there was no way I could drive a car in my condition.

I got into Thierry’s Aston Martin and he began the drive home. I just prayed he wouldn’t put any of his normal shit. I was so sleepy, I was just wanted to get home to my bed where I could crash and sleep for about 12 hours.

” I don’t know why I’m so tired.” I said.

” You look stressed.” Said Thierry sounding unusually concerned ” Is everything OK with Marc?”

” No, we had a fight.” I said. ” Actually we have been fighting since he got home from the hospital.”

” Why don’t I give you a massage” He said, as I noticed we were going in the completely opposite direction of my house. His hand fell to my knee. as I watched Mulholland Dr. slip by outside the window, I wanted to protest, but I found the words frozen at the back of my throat. I was so tired, I was wanted to find a bed, any bed.

A few minutes later we arrived at the home Thierry had just moved to in the Hollywood Hills. I don’t know how I got upstairs. The next thing I can remember is sitting on of his leather sofas holding a hot wine as he took off my sweater. I felt his warm hands caressing my bare skin. In the background, the came the haunting almost ghostly sound of Lana Del Rey singing ” Video Games.”

At that point everything became a mental  the music was swimming in my head, becoming softer and softer until it was no longer there and the only thing I felt was his touch, but soon that drowned out as well. The last thing I can remember is spilling my wine on the carpet and then everything went black.

This morning I woke up in his bed, my head heavy with the worst hang-over I had ever had, my head felt like it weighed as much as a Mack truck. Thierry was gone, the only sound I heard was the distant sound of a Spanish radio station which his maid listened to while cleaning.

I got up wrapping my naked body in one of his rumpled shirts. I walked over to one of the large windows which looked out to the panorama of downtown LA wondering how in the hell I got here.

You probably saying. ” Isabella, you have a business doing escort web design, how could this be YOUR first?”

Well, back in the day (making my self sound super old) when I first began to escort, there was no real need for an escort to have a website, you put an ad up on Craigslist and *poof* you had a million and one interested men waiting to give you some lovin’. Back in the day I didn’t have real escort photos, I didn’t have a bunch of reviews and the most stupid thing I did was, I didn’t ask for references or do anything to screen any of the guys. The reason for all of this was, I was so shut off from the rest of the escorting community, like I have said in couple other posts, I didn’t even know what TER was until after I went into retirement.

In the four or so years I have been retired, I actually have learned much more about the escort industry then I ever did as an escort, perhaps because I was an outsider looking in.

And now that I build sites for escorts and am building a site of my own, I understand exactly what it takes to hook a man, and it really has nothing to do with fancy pictures, slick graphics or an intricate website. If you want to build a website that will attract potential clients ( and quality clients to add) here are the four elements that should be on your website:

1. Mystery

Men like mystery, it’s what drives them to spend money or what drives them to pursue a woman, once the mystery is gone, your through, that’s why marriage is such a let down! Keep your self mysterious by not having hundreds of pictures, have a few very classy ones that don’t show QUITE everything. Men like class, not ass.

2. Honesty

You clients like honesty, they want to know a little about who you really are. On my website that I am building, I share that I am in an open married , add some honest details to your website, but too many! You still need to keep them wondering!

3. Simplicity

Men don’t like fluff, they like a site that is easy to use, they also don’t like pink, unicorns, flowers, fairies, sparkles or any other crap you want to decorate your site with.

4. Good writing

Men like intelligence, a well written intro, “about page” or blog article on your website is worth more than a thousand sexy pictures. If you are not a good writer, hire someone ( like me) to do your copy writing, you will be glad you did!

Mistress Isabella that cunning little vixen has been in hiding far to long and today it was about high time she came out to play.

I have been thinking of including my domme services along with my escort services come time for my tour.

But today, I got some long needed practice on the perfect sub.

This morning, I had to go over to Thierry’s house to get some things of mine he had. I was not looking forward to going over to his house until I let myself with the key he always keeps under the mat (he’s one smart cookie, huh?) and went inside to find him sitting un in bed, an empty bottle of champagne, a used condom and some girls thong and thigh high stockings on the floor.

It had been a wild night for someone at least. I could tell he was deep in a drunken sleep. I bent down to pick up the thigh high stockings and picked up each on of his arms and tied his wrists to the headboard, he was so hungover, he didn’t even know I was there.

I stood back and looked at my handiwork. All it was missing was a ballgag which I would love to see Thierry wearing. I then leaned forward slapping him across the face.

“Wake up, bitch!” I shouted as he awoke with a start and shouted out a million and one curse words in French.

“What the fuck do you want?

” I want to see you submit to me for once.” I said ” How does everything look from down there.”

” If you don’t fucking untie me right now I’m going to–”

” What kick my ass?” I teased, I looked down to see the keys to his Aston Martin sitting on the nightstand. ” Oh look, it’s the keys to your Vanquish, you know it would be great while your tied up to donate this car to one charities that takes you unwanted cars and sells them to help puppies or elderly or something like that.”

” You do and I will kill you.”

” That’s a little hard considering your tied up with women’s panty hose.”

” What the fuck do you want Isabelle.”

” I want you exile your evil French ass to somewhere like Siberia or Iraq and if you don’t, I will make a quick call to the Beverly hills police to tell them what kind crimes you’ve committed for the last 20 years…I’m sure they’d love to hear about that.”

“Are you blackmailing me?”

” Sure looks that way doesn’t it?”

I then left the house knowing his maid would be by in several hours to untie him.

A scene from my favorite movie Le Divorce (2003) With Kate Hudson and Thierry Lhermitte

LA is a city of people who all came from somewhere else, so one of the first questions of that comes up when you meet someone for the first time is ” So how long have you been here?”

For me, it’s 6 years. I was raised partly in Dallas TX, partly in the Silicon Valley, but unlike many people here, I did not the film industry, or any industry in particular, I came here to escape my parents and the expectations for ( that was to go to law school and…to go to law school) and myself.

The girl that I was running away from was named Catherine. She was a buttoned-up, sexually repressed girl who spent 12 years in an all catholic school’s teacher. She was the girl who was 21 when she lost it ( yeah…I know) to a much older man. Mostly she was  a girl who had no idea who she was.

On the night of my graduation from college, as law school was looking me square in the face, I stole one of my mother’s Birkin bags, stuffed it full of crap, got in my hand-me-down barely 500 SEL with 250,000 miles to its name and gunned it down the 5.

When I came to LA and got into escorting for the first time, I became Isabella and I blossomed for the first time in my life. I went from having hardly any sex to way to much sex in the course. My inspirations for wanting to become a loose woman came from an article in Marie Claire written by Jet Set Laura and the movie Le Divorce which taught me if you sleep with much older french men they will buy expensive handbags and give you nice crisp dollar bills…and my father, an older Frenchman who had I am sure had bought lots of expensive handbags for a lot of loose women.

And since getting out of escorting, I am just Isabelle which in reality is just my middle name. Since becoming Isabelle, I have felt bewildered and out of stuck someplace between Catherine and Isabella. I don’t feel attractive as I once did when I was Isabella, I don’t dress like I once did when I was her or hold my head up high. That is all gone.

Now when people tell me that I am beautiful I don’t hear them.  When I was an escort I had the attention of so many men, but now I just have the attention of one day after day. Now that I have been thinking about getting back into escorting, I find myself bewildered, stifled and lost.

What really screwed everything up was getting married. I don’t mean to say I don’t love Marc, because I do, but marriage and monogamy really screws with self-pride. Yes, yes, yes I am part of something bigger…and all that crap, but sometimes I just want to be Isabella again.